I am Anders Woje Ellingsen. I am insane. I have been insane since the mid 90ties. Moreover, I am a good looking, friendly and intelligent man always in the prime of my life. I can be witty. I am good humoured and social in good company, I am proud and averse in bad company, and I love children. I am independent and strong. I am sensitive and warm. I write tremendous philosophical explanations and I write outstanding poetry. I enjoy walks in the mountains and I enjoy rest by the sea and I am charming in whatever circumstance I am in. I love a glass of wine by the fire place. I love travelling to foreign countries. And did I mention I am good looking? I am true to myself and I make a difference wherever I am: I believe in Christ.

I was not raised to be a Christian. And I took a stand against the Church and against religion in my teenage years. But I came to belief in Christ in 1998 and since then The Lord has lead me to fantastic discoveries.

I am educated to be an Army officer but I left the Army as a four year old captain in 1995, then thinking of becoming a consultant within leadership. I took a bachelor degree in Sociology at the university in the late nineties to be qualified. But I found no relief and no real wisdom in science. And I turned mad for the first time in 1997. I got insane. Since then I have gone through several instances of what one in psychiatry call psychoses. I have been completely mad. I have been totally insane. But the good Lord has guided me and seen to it I have not perished in poverty. I have grown tremendously. I have seen life from the absolutely lowest angel, I have been humiliated, I have had tremendous visions and I have learned a lot about integrity. I have been left wiser by every possession. Thank you Lord!
 
I am very grateful of my military education, by which I learned to cope, to pose and to be serious. But today I am of no use to the armed forces. I have been released from any military duty.

The problem of my insanity is anxiety. I do not feel safe. And so I have totally changed nature since my career in the armed forces. I have also developed a sensitivity which is foreign to the soldier. To see people being beaten up or murdered in a film today makes me feel sick. I am today incapacitated, living on social welfare. I am very grateful for the Norwegian welfare system, by which I live comfortably without bones to pick. But I suffer from acts of tyranny. I am treated involuntarily with anti psychotic medicines; I am regularly raped with injections, and the medicines make me tired and low, speaking of energy. But my mind is clear. The Spirit of God will not be prevented. And so I write.

Taken in January 2010 in Trondheim


Taken in September 2011 in Trondheim